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Say It Then
03:33
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Say it then, make it real
And when you go will you not pretend
You don’t know how far it went
I was stronger then. No big deal
I’ll spend every minute wondering what
Could have been
(circle, rectangle)
Agree to disagree on everything from you to me
And all the distance in between didn’t mean anything
Never knowing what we are, how complicated, just how far
We let this go the fault is ours, we didn’t make it
Tell me again how you want this to end
I’ll do my best to make everything happen on time
I’m not asking you why
Leave out the rest
It doesn’t matter
Say what you wanted to say
I’m not as fragile as you keep insisting I am
Just stick to the plan it’s not so bad
(do what you gotta do to be happy)
Agree to disagree on everything from you to me
And all the distance in between didn’t mean anything
Never knowing what we are, how complicated, just how far
We let this go the fault is ours, we didn’t make it
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2. |
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Party up in lockdown, head to the discord
Uninstalled twitter cause I’m tired of the discourse
Back in a day cause I missed your selfies
Somebody help me, starting to think this ain’t healthy
Backbone of the team, the scene needs me
Fifteen beats, and I make it look easy
Catch me in a tessa hoodie, red beanie
with the correlations iron on peeling
Step up your edit game, dodging shots and making moves
Like I’m centipede,song got the whole squad
Hittin the renegade they, can’t be us so they hate us
And if If I left half of y’all couldn’t afford to look famous
Windows 95, Jump Start in the VM
16-bit, vape hit, seein' green in the evening
I see you tweetin that you’re lonely again
So hit me in the DMs if you wanna be friends
Windows 98, rrr in the VM
16-bit, vape hit, seein' green in the evening
I see you tweetin' that you’re tired of your mans
So hit me in the DMs if you’re tryna h*ld h*nds
Spike choker on my neck
You comin over? Bet
Think that I’m a sweetie?
You ain’t seen nothing yet
We about to go comfy
Books getting read
Forehead kisses
When I tuck you into bed
Oh Sh*t
wish.com sold out of valium
you can catch me on the couch
crying to all of my albums
somebody's gotta listen
I say as my eyes close
while you watch
How I Met Your Mother reruns alone
(yikes)
F*ck
Except the U is an asterisk
Please
Don't tell my mom I use asteriks
Hitting the delta ain't passing it
Poof
Aslan is kicking my ass in Risk
I swear to god when shows come back
If I see you in the pit I'ma hug your ass
Windows 95, Jump Start in the VM
16-bit, vape hit, seein' green in the evening
I see you tweetin that you’re lonely again
So hit me in the DMs if you wanna be friends
Windows 98, rrr in the VM
16-bit, vape hit, seein' green in the evening
I see you tweetin' that you’re tired of your mans
So hit me in the DMs if you’re tryna h*ld h*nds
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Jealous
03:13
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And I’m jealous
Of everybody in the room
Closer than me, to you
I Can’t stop
I don’t want to
I Can’t stop
But I really ought to
I really hate parties
You always get so much attention
And I’m hardly even here
In this dimension
Navigate the orbits
Always stuck in yours
My ghost is forfeit
Of course, I’m only here for more
‘cause I’m jealous
Of everybody in the room
Closer than me, to you
I Can’t stop
I don’t want to
I Can’t stop
But I really ought to
I can hear them
In the other room
Wondering if they’d talk to me
If only I knew the right things to say and do
Everybody’s having such a good time
I’d hate to ruin it with the things I can’t get off my mind
And I’m jealous
Of everybody in the room
Closer than me, to you
I Can’t stop
I don’t want to
I Can’t stop
But I really ought to
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4. |
Weird Right Now
02:51
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If I just kept on driving would you even notice?
I think about you when I see how clean the stove is
I know I shouldn’t but I don’t know what control is
Call me distracted it’s impossible to focus
Sorry If I’m a little weird right now
I'd turn my brain off If I could but I don’t know how
Got tendencies to overanalyze
If I stop responding it just means I couldn’t think
Of anything to say that’s true
and doesn’t make me wanna super soaker from my eyes
And I’ll be fine
Give it a week or two
Go back inside
There’s nothing here to do
Go for a drive
Sit in silence
‘Cause your roommate lost your radio
And you don’t really have a place to go
If I just kept on driving would you even notice?
I think about you when I see how clean the stove is
I know I shouldn’t but I don’t know what control is
Call me distracted it’s impossible to focus
Sorry If I’m a little weird right now
Id turn my brain off If I could but I don’t know how
I’m just trying not to make myself a problem
I wanna talk like normal people do but I still wanna do it way too often
Like every day so I’ll just keep on making things to show you
til this feeling goes away
And I’ll be fine
Give it a week or two
Go back inside
There’s nothing here to do
Go for a drive
Sit in silence
‘Cause your roommate lost your radio
And you don’t really have a place to go
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Wondrin’
Why the heart unfolds
And stomach front flips
Lying on the floor
Please tell me more
I gotta ask you something
On second thought, I’d better not
I know the drill
My guts’ll spill
And you’ll be gone by sunset
I don’t ever know if it’s them or me
Contemplating everything I want
Is it hope or a fantasy
Tell me what you want and I’ll try to be
Everything you need til you slowly realize
That it isn’t me
Take time and I’m better now
Will it be enough 4 years face fears have I figured out
What’s wrong, move on to another doubt
Always in the way of myself never settled down
Every day, the same does it even matter
Nothing changes wonder why I even bother
Today, tomorrow, none is different from another
Give me a single reason to get out from the covers
Wavelengths, always a day late, got a lot to say
Doesn’t matter what I say, great
Gotta be a way, gotta be a way to vacate
Give it to me straight, am I gonna be ok?
And I realized all at once
I can deny all I want
Eventually someone will see
I’m not as ok with being alone as I thought I was
Never coming home to anything, if I leave at all
Not a text, not a call, not a memory
Can’t go back, ‘cause I’ve never been
What do all my friends have that nobody seems to see in me?
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6. |
Sledgehammer
03:36
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Not another minute
Wasted so much time in here
Thinking about
What I would do when I’m out
Dream everything away
Til morning comes
Comes for everything I have
Never again
The doubts come
Wandering in
Unwelcome guests
Another day spent wandering
Up and down the hall
Turns out it’s
Neverending
Another day spent wandering
Up and down the hall
Turns out I’m
Never getting better
Never getting any kind of help
Another day
I’ll take a sledgehammer to the walls
We’ll see who breaks first
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